Everything seems to happen all at once, and what's left after the storms is just -- quietness. At once, I feel so alone -- where are the things I used to turn to? But this is teaching me a lesson that there is nowhere else to turn but towards God.
In this quietness with God, I realize He has always been here. It took Him to shake my world for me to realize His faithful presence. As C.S. Lewis said, pain is God's megaphone. C.S. Lewis' words in "A Grief Observed" resonate with me.
Please pray for me, as prayer is the only thing left to do -- no, it is and always has been the best thing to do.